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Everyone knows that we are planning to have our church wedding this coming January 2015 and as the excited bride as I am as early as May I am starting the planning. We are currently in Italy right now and planning a wedding without your presence is so hard. I need to spent a lot of load for calling everyone involved in my wedding (from entourage to dress maker then book a venue then to the caterer and the one who will design the church and venues to the invitation and souvenir maker and a lot more). Thank God I have a lot of friends who make everything more easy.

Then month of August came. Every august we (I and my employers) always go to their rest house to have some vacation before the school start. We will stay there for almost 1 month, meaning 1 month without my husband beside me. But this year is different I ask for a vacation because my niece is getting baptised.

here are some photos taken while we are having our afternoon break, with me is ate cherry- her employer is in vacation too..

 

here are some picture of my niece Amythyst Lauren christening and yes I am one of the Godparents.

 

During the baptism I was sick, I had a fever. I am still hesitant to take medicine because I am more than a month delayed. My last menstruation is Last July 7 and the baptism is August 16 so i am 5weeks delayed. But after the baptism when I got home I can't take anymore the pain and I know I needed to drink antibiotic to lessen the pain on my ears and reduce the fever. So I went to my drawer if I still have home pregnancy test and luckily there is still two pieces remaining. After 3minutes sad to say I am negative so I drink medicine immediately.

We are sad but on the other hand we still have the wedding to look forward to. So days passes and here comes September. We started to buy things for the weddings (wines, souvenirs for ninongs and ninangs, pasalubong etc.). While preparing everything I always feel dizzy and tired and always craving for something. My husband always tease me that my wedding gown won't fit me anymore because I eat too much. At the night of September 6 we went outside to dine with our ninang to be. She told me that something is wrong with me. I am not my usual me, I look pale and my eyes look tired. I joke to her that maybe I am pregnant because I am 2 months delayed tomorrow but I know deep inside me that it is imposible because I am irregular and I am negative the last time I check.

After the dinner we went home immediately and I went to bed early because I feel sleepy already. Not my usual sleeping time and I didn't mind watching my favorite teleserye too, bit too weird because even if I am tired I always make to sure I watch everything. When I wake up in the morning I feel like vomiting so I went immediately to our bathroom. At that moment I know something is different but I don't want to expect so much and in the end it will turn out not okay. I went again to my drawer and get the last piece of pregnancy test I have. That was the last one and after that we will buy expensive pregnancy test again (we brought those pregnancy test in Philippines because it cost less than the PT here in Italy). My husband is still sleeping that time and I didn't wake him up because i didn't want to give him negative hopes.  Before I take the pregnancy test I prayed first and ask for a miracle. And look what the result is.

 yes I am pregnant and my doctor told me I am 5 weeks pregnant.