one and only

ONE AND ONLY BY ADELLE

You've been on my mind, I grow fonder every day
Lose myself in time just thinking of your face
God only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go
You're the only one that I want

I don't know why I'm scared, I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all
You'll never know if you never try
To forget your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile
Until the end starts

If I've been on your mind, you hang on every word I say
Lose yourself in time at the mention of my name
Will I ever know how it feels to hold you close
And have you tell me whichever road I choose you'll go

I don't know why I'm scared 'cause I've been here before
Every feeling, every word, I've imagined it all
You'll never know if you never try
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/adele-lyrics/one-and-only-lyrics.html -]
To forget your past and simply be mine

I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
Promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile
Until the end starts

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart
I know it ain't easy giving up your heart

Nobody's perfect
(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)
Trust me, I've learned it
Nobody's perfect
(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)
Trust me, I've learned it

Nobody's perfect
(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)
Trust me, I've learned it
Nobody's perfect
(I know it ain't easy giving up your heart)
Trust me I've learned it

So I dare you to let me be your, your one and only
I promise I'm worthy to hold in your arms
So come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile
Until the end starts

Come on and give me a chance
To prove I am the one who can walk that mile
Until the end starts

childhood nightmares

When you were just a little one are you afraid of something or someone? I am.. I am afraid of closed room. I hate being in a room with no windows, para akong di makahinga. And oh i remember when i was a little one about 6 or something when i can't or won't sleep at night early my great grandmother always told me "sige ka anjan na yung mumu kapag di ka pa natulog kukunin ka nya."and the funny thing is i closed my eyes immediately at mas lalo akong di makakatulog kasi natatakot ako. Now that I am a big one its time for a revenge? No because i don't have still kids but i do sometimes this one yung pananakot, sa mga alaga ko. I always read a book tittle " GUARDA CHE CHIAMO L'UOMO NERO" to them when they don't want to eat vegetables.

This book is about a boy who doesn't want to eat vegetable soup his mom cook for him. And everytime he won't eat his mom told her "quando tu non mangia, vieni l'uomo nero e prendi bambini non mangia minestrina" (that's not the exact wording pero yan un gustong iparating). When i read those words my great grandmother comes in my mind and remembers how she scares me at night and now that i am big i am scaring my 2 little boy na alaga when they don't want to eat. Natawa na lang ako. Noon ako tinatakot ngayon ako naman nananakot. Is it a revenge?

my little angel

Losing someone is a way of mourning. When an old person died, we can say his/her purposed was done and its time to go but when a baby passes and not even experience what life is, his death seems meaningless. There is a sadness that goes beyond normal grief especially for the mother who carries him/her in her womb.

I lost my angel last January 27, 2011. I am in deep pain. Hindi ko alam gagawin ko that moment. Alam mo yung feeling na you want to' hold on but someone is whispering that you must let go. I told myself ganun pala mawalan ng baby. She was my first (She because we dream of having a baby girl). Then wala pA husband ko sa tabi ko. 1 week din ako nakipaglaban since the day i bleed. And Thanks to' my Mom who supported me all the way. Sabi nga nya "everything has a reason, lahat naman ng bagay hiram lang sa kanya." So to' remember her 1st yr i made a letter

To my little angel,

One day you came into our life but in just one glance you tom away. I had to say goodbye before i could say hello and I have never been given the chance to meet you. A lot of things I wish i could when i got to see you. I wish i could hold you and told you how much we love you.

The day we knew you are coming into our lives, me and daddy is the most happiest person in the whole world. You are the fruit of our endless love to each other. You are the reason why we were bind as one and we will be forever grateful of that. But on the night of January 27, 2011, my world is ripped under my feet and I know soon you will leave us.

Even though you lived only 7weeks, you were loved so much. Always remember that you mean so much to us and you will be forever in our heart. I know someday we will meet again. God will send you back to us again. Mommy and Daddy Loves you my LITTLE ANGEL...

ako'y sayo lamang

Since Its chinese new year i want to share a song from a chinese-filipino teleserye my binondo girl sung by mr. xian lim (as andi in teleserye).

Sana’y ako ang pag bigyan ng puso
Pangako sayo ikaw ang iibigin
Araw gabi ikaw ang nasa isip
Unang tingin ako’y nabighani

Tunay ang nararamdaman sayo
magpa kailanman

Ako’y sayo lamang
Ibibigay higit sa kaya
Ako’y sayo lamang
Bigyan mo sana ng pag asa
Sayong sayo lamang
Tiwala mo ay iingatan
Ako’y sayo lamang
Iyong iyo lamang ako

Iyong iyo lamang ako

when boredom strikes

Its sunday and I have no work (we finished all the works yesterday). So instead of just staying at bed i feel of writing about chinese new year. I made some research about it.

Chinese New Year 2012: Year of the Dragon

Chinese New Year according to wikipedia is the most important of the traditional Chinese holidays. In China, it is known as "Spring Festival," the literal translation of the Chinese name 春節 (Pinyin: Chūn Jié), since the spring season in Chinese calendar starts with lichun, the first solar term in a Chinese calendar year. It is also called the lunar new year. Today's New year is special because its the year of the dragon and dragon symbolize chinese.

Year of the Dragon

The Dragon is a creature of myth and legend. A symbol of good fortune and sign of intense power, the Oriental Dragon is regarded as a divine beast - the reverse of the malicious monster that Westerners felt necessary to find and slay. In Eastern philosophy, the Dragon is said to be a deliverer of good fortune and a master of authority. Therefore, those people born in Dragon years are to be honored and respected. It falls on the year 1904, 1916, 1928, 1940, 1952, 1964, 1976, 1988, 2000.

The Dragon’s Personality

People born under the Dragon are passionate, brave and self-assured. At their best they are pioneering spirits; at their worst, they epitomize the old adage: Fools rush in where angels fear to tread. Dragons are generous with their resources, a tendency that at its most negative can reflect a foolhardy attitude towards money. But Dragons in general are blessed with good fortune. They are smart, enterprising and have a wicked sense of humor. They have a natural flair for fashion and are the people to consult if you want to catch up on the latest trends.
This Chinese New Year 2012 ushers in the Water Dragon. Water exerts a calming influence on the Dragon’s innate fire. Water Dragons are more open to other people’s opinions than other Dragons which gives them the ability to channel their personal charisma into real leadership qualities.

The Dragon and Love

Dragons are passionate. They fall in love quickly – and out of love just as quickly. Their charisma and charm is an immense draw to people of the opposite sex whose attention and admiration they crave. Though they have a tendency to treat love like a game, they can settle down when they meet the right partner, someone who’s strong enough not to be bowled over by the Dragon’s flamboyant, independent and stubborn personality.

The Dragon’s ideal partners are the Rat, the Monkey, and the Rooster: The Rat is practical, observant and resourceful, able to help the Dragon when extravagant promises have backed the Dragon into a corner. The Monkey is just as popular as the Dragon, curious, intellectual and fun-loving, one of the few personalities the Dragon doesn’t mind sharing the spotlight with. The Rooster can give the Dragon a run for the money on the fashion-forward front; attractive, well-groomed, fiercely loyal and committed to honesty, the Rooster serves as the Dragon’s reality check, keeping the Dragon from making promises that he or she can’t keep.

The Dragon and Wealth

Dragon years are lucky for anyone thinking of starting a business or initiating a new project of any sort because money is easier to come by for everyone, whether it’s earned, borrowed or received as a gift. Consequently we can expect the economic downturn to ease up a bit in the coming year. Fortunes can be made but they can also be lost: Keep in mind like all good things, the Year of the Dragon will come to an end and you will be held accountable for unreasonable extravagances.
Dragons do well in professions that give them the ability to function somewhat autonomously. They make excellent sales people, publicists, political campaigners, lawyers, real estate brokers, actors and politicians.

Hope you Enjoy my little research about chinese new year and year of the dragon.

ikaw ang pangarap

Mula ng makilala ka

Buhay ko’y biglang nag-iba
Kay saya ng bawat sandali
Kailanma’y hindi ipagpapalit

Ikaw ang aking hiniling
Sa habang buhay ay makapiling
Ngunit mahal ikaw ay nasaan
Aking minimithi ay ikaw lamang

Ikaw ang aking pangarap
Ikaw ang sagot sa ‘king dasal
Puso ko ay inaalay
‘Pagkat minamahal kitang tunay

Ikaw ang aking pag-ibig
Ang nagbibigay kulay sa ‘king daigdig
Wala nang nanaisin pa
Kung magpakailanman ay kasama ka

Ngunit mahal ikaw ay nasaan
Aking minimithi ay ikaw lamang
Ikaw lamang…

Ikaw ang aking pangarap
Ikaw ang sagot sa ‘king dasal
Puso ko ay inaalay
‘Pagkat minamahal kitang tunay

Ikaw ang aking pag-ibig
Ang nagbibigay kulay sa ‘king daigdig
Wala nang nanaisin pa
Kung magpakailanman ay kasama ka
Ikaw ang pangarap…

Ikaw ang aking pangarap...

unforgettable date

Did you believe in the saying "every laughter you have is equivalent to a tear." ME? YES i do believe because it happened to me in just one day..!


Kharl Marshal Aquino Galindez

church: parocchia san marco evangelista

from left to right: marco, father luigi with kharl, bock, tita beth
meloree, sam and jud

reception: sushiwok OO8

my kumare and kumpare
January 15 i was invited to attend a feast. Baptism of my inaanak KHARL MARSHAL. He is the son of my friend BOCK AND MARCO (actually marco's mom tita beth is bestfriend of my mom). Everything is so perfect that day. Everyone is happy and enjoying. I am with my cousins and some friends.

After the occasion my cousin invited me to join them in venice and have some drink. On our way to venice a lot of people was in bus so i can't validate my ticket and suddenly a controller went on us. To make the story short i will pay 53 euro for the penalty of not validating it.. but unfortunately i have no money in my pocket..


But thanks to these people in my life who cheer me up to forget this misfortune in my life for even just a few hour coz i know when i wake up the next day reality still.. i have to pay it..

to my cousin kuya joey and his wife ate beng for lending me money and for the treat on hardrock..

to michael and marville for making jokes to make me smile...

worth the wait

its our first year wedding anniversary and here is my song for him..

"Worth The Wait"
by Stevie Hoang

Woooh
This one's for my baby
Wooooohh
Heyyyeah
Oh oh ohohh
Oh oh this one's for my baby
Oh oh ohohh
Oh oh this one's for my baby
Thinking 'bout
How my life used to be
And all of the mistakes I made
Took a lifetime to find Mrs. Right
But girl you made it worth the wait
Cause 1
You turned me to a better man
2
You took the time to understand
3
For loving me for who I am
I gotta let you know that

[Chorus:]
Baby you are
All I ever wanted
Just what I've been dreaming of
You're everything I need and more
Girl you're the one I've waited for
All this time I
Never thought that I would find love
Then you came along
You're everthing I need and more
Girl you're the one I've waited for

Oh oh ohohh
Oh oh this one's for my baby
Oh oh ohohh
Oh oh this one's for my baby
Now I swear from today to the end
Nobody's gonna take your place
Everything that I do is for you
And baby that'll never change
So 1
I'm gonna do all I can
2
I'm always gonna be your man
3
Promise to be there for you
I gotta let you know that

[Chorus]

Hey girl, hey girl
I just wanna let you know
You're my world, my world
And I'm a never let you go
Hey girl, hey girl
I just wanna let you know
You're my world, my world
And I'm a never let you go

[Chorus]

my 2011 inspiration

one of my favorite blog, the person behind the reason why i am back on writing again on my blog told her follower/reader to make a list on who are the people of our year and say thank you to them. so i did what she say and here are they..

louel anthony marzan angco

he is the angel of our family for almost 9years now. he is the center of attraction everytime we have get together. his dance moves is our topic in every discussion we had and his smile has been our strength everytime we feel down.

my girls

they were the best buddies i ever had in my 27 years of existence. my instant and constant companion in every occasions i ever had or parties i need to attend to. my instant enemies and my partner in crimes. but most especially a family who is dear to my heart

pope benedict xvi

one of the most highlighted event of my year 2011 is when pope visit us here in venice. i was blessed to see him in person. he was been my spiritual inspiration then.

nicolo and tommaso brollo

i've been working with them for 29 months and they've become part of my daily living. they teach me how to become a good mother someday. and when i loose my baby they are one of the few people where i drew my strength to move on. they inspire me to become a better person.

bianca gonzales


she is my new inspiration in writing. a few months after i make my own blog i become busy and no time for blogging anymore and from then i stopped writing. but when i saw her blog last year and started to read it, suddenly i feel of writing again. i am really moved on the way she writes.. hoping someday i will become better just like her.

my isaiah family

they are with me since high school. they are the one who knows the real me. even if we don't see each other now they are still one of my treasures that will forever remain in my treasury chest. they are the best est among the best.

raquel benitez

she's been a part of our family for more than 2 years now. she is not just like an ordinary housemate for me but she serves as my second mother, a ninang, a sister and a friend. we love to talked to each other from simple topic to craziest, from lovelife to heartbreaker, gossips to personal problems.. now life is soo boring without her.

luffy of one piece

he is my companion on those sleepless night i have. we have some common traits, he was a go lucky guy, he doesn't worry how difficult life is as long as he keeps his loved ones safe, he loves his brother so much and he do everything just to achieve his dream. from what he say about his dream " i am not afraid of dying because its my dream and that's why i wont mind dying for it " that inspires me to pursue my long lost ambition...to become a nurse..

melanio reyes

i am so grateful that i found a guy like him. he is not just a husband to me but my best friend. marrying him (january 14, 2011) is one of the most highlighted event of my life. he is sooo loving and giving. only him can fulfill the space that is missing in my life.i just love him soo much as much as he loves me..

my mom and dad

when i was little, when i didn't listen to them and still do what i want, my mom always told me "paglaki mo maiintindihan mo din bakit kami ganito" and its true. now that i am married i realized what if i listened to them before will my life is not the same of what i am right now? but still i am so thankful i have a parents like them who guided me through out. i owe to them the life i have right now and who i am right now...

thank you to all of you for making my year 2011 as memorable as ever..!!