my little angel

Losing someone is a way of mourning. When an old person died, we can say his/her purposed was done and its time to go but when a baby passes and not even experience what life is, his death seems meaningless. There is a sadness that goes beyond normal grief especially for the mother who carries him/her in her womb.

I lost my angel last January 27, 2011. I am in deep pain. Hindi ko alam gagawin ko that moment. Alam mo yung feeling na you want to' hold on but someone is whispering that you must let go. I told myself ganun pala mawalan ng baby. She was my first (She because we dream of having a baby girl). Then wala pA husband ko sa tabi ko. 1 week din ako nakipaglaban since the day i bleed. And Thanks to' my Mom who supported me all the way. Sabi nga nya "everything has a reason, lahat naman ng bagay hiram lang sa kanya." So to' remember her 1st yr i made a letter

To my little angel,

One day you came into our life but in just one glance you tom away. I had to say goodbye before i could say hello and I have never been given the chance to meet you. A lot of things I wish i could when i got to see you. I wish i could hold you and told you how much we love you.

The day we knew you are coming into our lives, me and daddy is the most happiest person in the whole world. You are the fruit of our endless love to each other. You are the reason why we were bind as one and we will be forever grateful of that. But on the night of January 27, 2011, my world is ripped under my feet and I know soon you will leave us.

Even though you lived only 7weeks, you were loved so much. Always remember that you mean so much to us and you will be forever in our heart. I know someday we will meet again. God will send you back to us again. Mommy and Daddy Loves you my LITTLE ANGEL...